The Storyteller ~

Ramblings

2009-10-18T15:16:46Z

Time and again, it is proven that I have no LUCK, none at all, for cosplay. My luck is so bad, I NEVER won in mahjong/blackjack, even in games like Monopoly, I'll lose 9 times out of the 10 times I play. This just proves that I'm unlucky. Studies-wise, my luck's definitely better, but I'm not here to bitch about my studies. It's MY FUCKING COSPLAY.

When I first started wanting to cosplay, I wanted Anise and hence started on it. Progress was slow and as my exams rolled near, I gave up on it altogether. 2 years later, another friend agreed to cosplay Tales of the Abyss with me, as Jade. Whoo! I was damn-near bouncing off the walls. I've admired good cosplayers for a long time and... frankly I wanted my Anise to be perfect. I do not have a sewing machine, nor do I have sewing skills, so I requested for my grandmother to help me. She agreed. She was very picky about details and I thought my Anise was in good hands.

But FUCK NO.

My aunt just had to call today to tell me that my cosplay is stressing my grandma out. Okay, I immediately agreed to tell her it's okay, I'll but one off the market. But now that I think about it, I shouldn't have done that.

Look at the commercial Anise costumes, those that you can buy ready made. OH MY GAWD the SLEEVES!!! There're GUTTERS. Which part of the anime/game do you see those ugly things?! Don't tell me it's not possible NOT to have gutters or the sleeves will slip-off bullshit. I've MADE MY SLEEVES and when i wear them, you CAN'T SEE the gutters. See? There's evidence!

THEN LOOK AT THE MANTEL/CAPE-THING whatever. The design!!! I'll just faint from the horror.

So my cosplay goes down the drain, I don't even feel like cosplaying anymore, but Jade will probably kill me. Because I psychoed him into cosplaying Jade and his costume is arriving soon. Heck, I don't even know (if I place an order for the next batch for Elysium) whether the costume will arrive in time. Shoes... I'm still looking for the god-damned court shoes. Tokunaga... Hell do I look like I have time?! I've even bought the god-damned wig!!! OH MY GOD IF I CAN'T COSPLAY FOR EOY AT THE END OF THIS YEAR I DUNNO WHAT I'LL DO. Cosplay is like one of the top things I wanna do before I die. Hell, I'm 19. Cosplaying a freaking 12-year-old(?). Shit I am not that young anymore. For me, cosplaying is being pretty and having fun. BUT IF I AM SUCH A PERFECTIONIST AND MY COSPLAY IS NO GOOD, I'LL BE SO PISSED.

Which brings me back to my Jade friend. For one time, we were really good friends, but now, I don't even jackshit what he's doing anymore. He's taking longer and longer to reply my smses. I must be that annoying huh? This really reminds me of my "ex-boyfriend." I think I don't even want to call him my ex. Plays his god-damned MapleStory all day. Never replies my smses. Strained phone calls.

What is this world coming to?! Where are all the boys that're at least gentlemanly enough to reply to you on time? Ask you how's it going? Seriously. I think it's my "awesome" luck at work again. All my life, all the boys I meet suck. K2. (6 years old) I told a boy in school I like him. He and his older brother laughed and made fun of my "love-letter." Seriously I really regretted doing that now. How dumb. Primary 5 and 6. There's a damned Desmond (yes I still remember his name dammit. see how traumatized I am?!) who bullies me non-stop. Laugh. Sneer at. Whatever. Annoying asshole. I had a crush on his good friend, a really quiet boy (but since his name is not common I shall not say it.) Of course, it never progressed more than a crush. Two years later. I met a "nice boy." Told him I like him. I got rejected and then suddenly the whole world knows. Oh hell. The next year, I got to know this boy. He's really funny and kind of nice to talk to. Told him twice I like him, but when he showed any sign of rejection, I told him I am joking. The next year, I finally got on with my ex. We were classmates in Primary 6 and we stayed in contact. Of course, we "broke-up" less than 2 months later. I just walked off. I've never really said anything. I learnt my lesson then. So I stayed off boys. After I graduated from Secondary school, I stayed away from the boys in my Junior College. Thankfully my class doesn't have much boys. During PAE, I got to know Jade. We kept it contact and stuff. Went out alot. But we're just good friends. I guess. Sometimes I really wonder if i really like like him. I think it's better if I don't. After all,(cough) he's a little... immature. And I resent the fact that he's not considering pursuing further studies, he plays games a lot and well. The way he treats me is definitely not the way a boyfriend would treat the girlfriend. So I guess we'll stay as friends.

I think some self-reflection is in order though. I think I am too immature to know the true meaning of what, love and commitment and stuff. Sure, if I have a boyfriend, I'll definitely stick with him and all. But I think girls nowadays treat their boyfriends like a life-buoy. When a "better suitor" comes along, they ditch their current boyfriend and hang on to their new catch until another better one comes along. My cousins. Oh my poor cousin. I have 2 cousins who are such bitches. And a cousin who got dumped by his soon-to-be fiance (they were about to get engaged dammit!). My friend is hanging on to the boy who confessed to her (although i don't think she likes him that much). Whoo... What are girls coming to these days? And not to forget, the girls who make their boyfriends carry their loud pink and fluffy bags. Oh my god. Hang on I think I'm going to be sick.

Whoa. I think I've really digressed a lot from my original topic... Haha. Man...

RayneXKayne

2009-10-04T13:56:04Z

Warnings: SMUT. Don't like, don't click. I warned you. Yaoi-haters bug off, because this IS YAOI.

Last warning: BoyXBoy ahead. Turn back now if you don't like!!!

Note: I typed this using my HANDPHONE. So forgive me if there are mistakes like mixing up the "of" and "me." You've typed a celphone message before right? You know how the dictinery in the phone works. So please be nice.

Kayne and Rayne are OCs (Original Characters) from a story called Checkmate, an original fic that i thought about. Since my thoughts move faster than my fingers, i hardly typed much of the story down. kayne and rayne are twin brothers who were successors to their assassin clan until their less talented older brother framed them of murdering their parents and they were thus banished from the clan. Jade (Master) took them in and trained them together with Kit, Gun, Ro and the rest for the Checkmate Games.

This is the first smut i've EVER written. So again, please be nice.

Kayne felt a deep blush grace his cheeks as he watched his older brother slide the door close, then locking it.

"M-maybe we should wait until tomorr-" The younger sibling stammered but was cut off by his brother.

"Too bad I can't keep my hands off you," Rayne murmured, hooking an arm around Kayne's waist and pulling him closer.

"Let's do it tonight okay?" he continued, his warm breath tickling Kayne's lips. Rayne's puppy eyes and pouting lips were as persuasive as ever, as Kayne finally gave in, he himself pouting slightly. "Okay..."

Rayne gave him a bright smile- making Kayne's heart skip a few beats. And then their lips met. Rayne achieved dominance in no time, prodding into the younger Xarius warmth cavern, their tongues clashing together in a playful way. Both their eyes fluttered close, enjoying the sensation of finally being together, alone. Sure they enjoyed hanging out together with their team, but there's got to be a limit. They haven't had time like this since their match last week, and they're finally home again.

When they finally broke apart, Kayne gazed shyly at his brother, and watch the warmth and love shown clearly in Rayne's eyes. All the worries over what Otho said earlier that day was smashed into tiny bits. There's no way his brother could ever despise him... Rayne definitely loves him as much as he claimed he did. At that thought, Kayne blushed several shades deeper red, and Rayne smirked.

"You're so adorable," Rayne breathed, licking Kayne's ear.

"Eep!" Kayne jumped in surprise, one hand going to clasp over the said ear but Rayne caught his wrist. Continuing to lick and suck at the earlobe, Rayne succeeded in getting a moan out of Kayne.

"A-aniki..." Kayne cried softly as his older brother traced an invisible line with his lips down his neck.

"Hmmm..." Rayne hummed lazily, sucking gently at the base of his younger brother's neck, and at the same time pulling him closer. Kayne locked his arms around Rayne, trying to get them closer than they already are. He then buried one hand into his brother's dark hair.

Kayne started to moan again as his older brother got bolder, slipping one hand into his yukata and the other hand gently lowering him back onto their shared bed. Rayne then got hold of one of Kayne's nipple, rubbing his thumb against it.

"Nngh-!" Kayne gave a small cry but was cut off when Rayne silenced him with his lips. Kayne moaned into the mouth covering his, clutching his brother more tightly. After toying with his tongue for a bit, the lips claiming his soon disappeared, only to close around the teased nipple.

"A-aniki!" Kayne yelped, shuddering. After a thorough licking and a small nip, Rayne moved on to the neglected one.

"Nngh!"

Rayne's hands, on the other hand, wandered lower, sliding teasingly up and down Kayne's inner thighs, purposefully avoiding his length. Rayne tried to hold down a mean smirk as he moved on to tease his younger brother while pinning down both his wrists. Kissing up the navel and down, then skipping past the obi to kiss and lick at the area on the legs next to his most sensitive area, Rayne soon reduced Kayne to a shuddering ball of nerves as he started bucking, his hardened length starting to weep for attention.

"A-aniki... P-please..."

Finally fulfilling his brother's wish, Rayne gave the length a lick, and Kayne cried out, bucking upwards in response. Kayne gripped at the sheets restlessly, moaning for more. Kayne is just too adorable not to bully...

"Aniki..." Kayne begged, trying to bring himself closer to his older brother. Rayne bent over, catching his brother's lips again, finally releasing Kayne's hands. Kayne wasted no time finding his way into his brother's yukata to feel the lean but hard muscles of his older brother. Rayne stilled slightly as Kayne's curious hands brushed against his hardened nipples. Not letting this chance go to waste, Kayne pushed forwards into Rayne's mouth, at the same time rubbing their hips together. Both brothers groaned at the sensation. Rayne grabbed at Kayne, their continued ministrations driving each other into a frenzy.

Rayne panted as he sucked and bit and licked at the pulse near Kayne's neck, stopping when he is stunned by Kayne grinding impatiently against his hips.

"Tsk... So impatient..." Rayne smirked as he teased his brother's nipples again. Kayne whimpered, groping for Rayne's hand then bringing it to his length. "Aniki..."

"Well, i can't keep you waiting for long, can i?" Rayne gave the length one hard pump.
"Nngh!" Kayne's back arc away from the bed, and clutched at his brother's hair. Rayne pumped it a few more times, fueling cries of ecstasy from his lover writhing on the bed.
"You know, Rayne, Gun and Kit lent me something fun today. Okay it's actually Kit more than Gun." Rayne stilled his actions and murmured into Kayne's ear.

"Hmm?" Kayne answered him almost lazily, peering into Rayne's eyes with his own clouded with lust.

"A more... Enthusiastic reaction would be more satisfying..." Rayne pouted slightly, then reaching over to the bedside table and retrieving a strange looking object.

“What’s that?” Kayne managed to gasp out, staring curiously at the contraption.

“You’ll find out soon enough,” Rayne smiled and kissed his brother again.

Cosplay Ramblings

2009-10-04T13:45:38Z

I just found some awesome cosplay photos by accident when looking for some other stuff online... And I'm all pumped up and excited about my Anise Tatlin cosplay again :D And my coser partner Jade, just HAVE to run off and play his Dragonica now. Talk about anti-climatic. LOL.

I've wanted to cosplay Anise... 2-3 years ago. But because of upcoming examinations and lack of determination, the cloth material i bought were left in my cupboard to rot. I picked them up again this year. And this time Jade, instead of Ion, is accompanying me to a Cosplay event at the end of this year.

Hmm let's talk about PROGRESS. I've got the hair and ribbons settled. I'll have to trim my fringe when the time comes. My mantle and pink dress is with my grandmother, who is helping me make the costume :D:D:D:D I shall glomp her in thanks :D:D:D The things worrying me now are the tokunaga, shoes and the design on the mantle. The design i'll have to hand-sew myself, the shoes i'll need to buy black cock-shoes and disfigure them somehow... and tokunaga... i'll need to finish the head since the body is done 2 years ago LOL. Knee-length socks... check!:D Ah. Knee bands. i forgot to ask my grandmother for help regarding that...

Then comes the POSES. It's my first time cosplaying so... And I'm camera-shy. So that means I'm screwed. Why be a cosplayer when you hate being photographed?! *sigh* Ah well... It looks fun when i took the photos of the cosplayers. i wish i have the guts when i time comes. THAT'S WHY I ASKED JADE TO DO A REHEARSAL with me but he ALWAYS dodged the topic when i asked!!! I'm seriously afraid of screwing up when the time comes, yes, yes, i'm kinda a perfectionist. i want my first cosplay to be PERFECT. Seriously. That's why it pisses me off when i see Jade's nonchalant attitude about the cosplay. HUMPH.

Maybe I'm the one being a bitch about it though. D:

More updates on that new plot bunny

2009-09-23T14:11:57Z

I drew pics^^ of Krane and the lead, Hymn. Hymn such a cool name... *fangirls*

Krane and Hymn together... the one with longer hair is Krane^^

aaaand the awesome Krane. i fell in love with my own OC >_>

wrote the prologue and one pg on chapter 1. Not very productive, but not a lot of time either.

AND DID I SAY?
I WROTE CHECKMATE SMUT. ALOT OF IT. DAM. One is typed, the rest in my trusty notebook! I wonder if i should post it... >_> i'd need to use the mature content filler D: Troublesome...

OFF TO READ MORE FANFICS XD

Whoo

2009-09-09T15:10:21Z

OMG it's been such a long time since i last updated! So many story ideas! None of them typed! Sadly...

I got challenged by a fellow fanfic writer to write D18... Prompt : Hibari with cat ears. OMG. I wonder if i can do it?

Got another original story idea... OMG too lazy to type in out so i have it in chunks from my sharing session with a close friend online... it's yaoi. duh i love yaoi>_>

start off with a super hawt guy
hahahah
i think i'd like the setting to be like 1980s
with all those engrish coats
i leik
but this dude hmmm
hmm
i wanna him to live off the streets
parents died
those kind with nobody
aw
yup
but he doesn't beg
he do odd jobs la
he got 5 freakin dogs
stray dogs he picked up
it's another go to another world thing
i love those stories
no
it's like lotsa multiple worlds
and only a few worlds know how to like jump from one world to another
so this hawt dude
lived in a abandoned construction site
one day
snow sotrm
building collapse on him
D:
wake up in winter forest
lame right..............
he "died" in that world
but strangely his memories not erased
and transfered to another him in another world
yup
so he kinda didn't die
he gots a great afinity to animals

ahahahaha
so most of his objects involvce animals one way or other
*involve
anyway
in this other world
they have this "god"
in the form of a crane
LOL
i callz himz kaku.
anywayz
kaku is an asshole
so our hawt guy compromises with kaku with his awesome skills for kaku to "bless the land"
clinched...
anyway
then after that
peace ahilw
*awhile
but another world hears of this
and assassinates the king
and attempts to get hawt guy to convince kaku to go to THEIR world
and bless them
lol zzz
since their world dying

confusing? i'd bet. i'll tidy this up when i have time...

wrote RxK lemon in my trusty handphone. *blush* first lemon ever... and another lemon of KitXGun in my notebook, which i think suck... *sigh*

maybe i'm not made for this lol

Movie Review

2009-07-06T04:01:37Z

Wolves of Kromer

Warnings: Heavy Spoilers! Unsuitable for Yaoi-haters and kids?

Notes: I got this movie off aarinfantasy O_O cos i was in serious need of BL. LOL. But overall i was pretty disappointed. But the two leads are such eye candy XD

The Story:
There're two wolves, er Gabriel and Seth. So Gabriel is the seme and Seth is the uke. I think. LOL. Anyway, let's start. There's this rich old lady and she has this other old lady, Fanny, who "looks after" her. Everyday, this Fanny poisons the rich one with insulin who belongs to her friend, another old lady. For those who don't know, people with diabetes (Fanny's friend) have to take dosages of insulin to store sugars in their bodies. Anyway, so yes, Fanny and friend is trying to kill rich old lady to get her money. Ok.

Then on the other hand, we zoom in on Gabs and Seth. Seth ran away from home and met Gabs, so they're like together already. So we get random GxS moments then explains their lives with that stupid village. The people are totally afraid of wolves, and then there's the screwed up Father of some church in the village. He says what uh wolves are creations of the devil and yadda yadda yadda.

SO. After awhile, old lady is drugged, then brought to the forest and left there for the wolves to find. Anyway, i think they bit her leg or something and then she died. So everyone thinks it's the wolves that killed her, when actually i think it was the insulin.More trouble when Gabs confesses to Seth that he had a lover before. Seth got angry and left. Seriously Gabs USED to have a lover, not much to get upset over but FINE. They argued and Seth left. Seth then meets Polly, the neice of rich old lady and both of them had sex. O_O Seth just wanted Gabs to feel jealous and stuff...

After that, Seth missed some wolf party, and Gabs got pretty emo. The next day, Seth returns to their "home" (actually a tent in the forest) and tells Gabs that he had sex with the girl. More quarrels and stuff and Gabs left. That night Gabs stupidly wandered into the church and fucked-up Father shot Gabs, Gabs die. Seth went to meet Polly and tell her that he actually loves Gabs, Polly (sweet girl) says she understands and hurried him to find Gabs cos the whole village is after him. Anyway, Seth finds Gabs (dead) and starts confessing his undying love for Gabs. Finding unresponsive Gabs strange, he asks Gabs to wake up so they can leave... and finds out that he's dead already. Enter fucking Father, and he shot Seth. So they both die. (I got so pissed off I skipped the church session the next morning, anyway, turns out that Father is a fucking wolf as well!!!) Anyway, at the end we get a nice scene of Gabs, Seth and rich old lady dancing. Which is really cute. If not for Seth's flat chest, I'd thought he was a girl ;P

THE END.

My thoughts, other than those above:

Okay, i think it was a pretty low budget movie. LOL. All the wolves wearing fur coats with really fake looking attached tails. so *cough* i shall not complain anymore.
Their acting can definitely be improved. By "their" i mean Seth and Gabs. There's this scene, the one where they fought? It went something like this:

Seth: *stops away*
Gabs: Seth.
Seth!
Fuck it.

Ok, i would really prefer for Gabs to be more emotional and at least stand up and look at Seth's retreating back. but he just sat there and "Seth. Seth." Then "Fuck it." when you curse "Fuck it," shouldn't you sound like,angry? So i laughed at that scene DX

There isn't any uh graphic BL love-making. Although there's this really hot making out session in the dark >< You get to see Polly and Seth is action more clearly than Gabs and Seth. DX And uh, after Polly and Seth did their thing, you get a nice prolonged shot of Seth naked, with pubic hair ;P i skipped that part too. and blushed. OMG. *looks away*

Hmm that's all i can remember for now, but i really, really REALLY wanna watch a BL movie with HAPPY ENDING and hot make-out sessions xP uh, not too much nakedness i hope >< i still can't get used to seeing that. GYAH!!!

Checkmate lives?

2009-06-25T13:39:32Z

Hmm i wonder. Well, I wrote out a RayneXKayne scene in my notebook, and RayneXKayne smut in my handphone *blush* (I WAS BORED AT THAT TIME OKAY!) Anddd Kayne and Rayne sketches. How TWINCEST is totally getting into me. Must. Stop. Now.

Had another idea for an Original Fiction. Basically, it's based on Mafia. Uke rises from nobody to Mafia Boss with the help of another Mafia Boss, X. Seme is X's Right Hand Man. At the beginning Seme doubts X's trust in Uke, who's like a nobody, but he soon learns to trust Uke. X later dies in a fight with other Mafias. Uke, Seme and X's men fight over control of the Mafia. In the end Uke won and led the Mafia to victory(?) More like help them survive and stuff. And UkeXSeme live happily ever after. Not quite possible but it'll just end there.

For characterizations, Uke will be BRAINS. totally. With basic self-defensive skills. No uke should be too weak. Uke will bbe pretty as hell, so he's mistaken for a whore by X's men at the beginning. Yeah. And then Seme is your ordinary Seme, the perfect kind with hot looks etc. Seme loves X at first, but X doesn't swing that way so Seme stays to protect his love~~~ Seme is angry with X at first as he thought he got dumped by X for Uke. Anyway, remember the pairing is SemeXUke!!! XD

Okay moving on to my er... Manga'ish interests...

Sadly for my D18 love, well... it kinda died. LAWL. And i had no idea what made me type another chappie of Messages and post it last night. The number of hits totally reached an all time high, and i'm totally giddy with happiness XD Some added it to Favourites, Story Alerts and stuff which totally made my day too :D But i think i'll be setting D18 aside for now...

Wanna know how D18 kinda died on me? Well... Got myself a copy of Kingdom Hearts II two weeks back. ANDDD I met a totally cute and hawt Roxas ~~who totally makes you wanna raep him on the spot~~ And so... Enter AkuRoku. I've only played like 1 hour of the game, but i did my research XD and read some totally AWESOME fics- Identity, The Unfamiliar, Heartless Vs Nobodies and a totally smexy one-shot Wet Blush. OMG. *diess from fangirl attack*

*revives*

Anyway, another thing came up. NARUTO. OMG i can't believe i'm saying this but, OMG NARUTO ROCKS. Okay i haven't read until the latest chapter yet, but... Naruto is SO UKE.

Naruto: WHAT?! I'm going to be Hokage!!! How can i bottom?!

Haha. Cos i got hooked to Kakashi X Naruto XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD And smart Naruto and angst Naruto make great fics XD

I've read this umm... Situational Hazard. OMG so MANY REVIEWS. Nice ending... Although i don't like the S&M thing at the end... and it was their first smut too D: i just wanted a fluffy one ><

OOH OOH like "Guy's Cure" from Tales of the Abyss. That fic made me totally fall in love with Jade X Guy. OMG OMG OMG *fans myself*

And not forgetting... OMG so embarrassing. I got hooked on Ben10. A CHILDREN'S CARTOON. *diess* And from Ben10, Kevin X Ben. ;P i know kevin is together with Gwen and Ben with er... i forgot that black-haired girl's name. but anyway. BLEH. I totally look out for Kevin X Ben moments. Argh. I better restrain myself and prevent corrupting my toddler cousins' minds xD

Okay. I'd better stop babbling for now. *yawn* Nights~!

Checkmate is DEAD.

2009-05-27T13:47:11Z

As I thought, Checkmate totally DIED. Haha. Sad. I'm not even thinking about Gun anyway. OMIGAWD. Poor Gun, just when I finally finished colouring his wings. Damn. I'll get back to it someday.

Somehow, D18came smacking back at me in full force. Totally. LOL. Posted a D18 one shot at ff.net XD called Messages. Which i wrote at the first season of D18 fever. (Currently i am in the second season. LOL.) I edited it, then posted it. Bleh. 5 reviews so far. And it made me totally happy. I thought the ending part was pretty awkward though. A cute reviewer added it to Story Alert. Haha. Although the story status was totally "Completed." Hmm... Maybe i should consider added another short Omake on their dinner. I just had this splendid idea while i was VACUUMING the house. Hah. That's so lame.

Writing a new D18 fic in my trusty notebook. Involves fem!Hibari and Dino. AND THEY ARE MARRIED. LOL. For some reason Mpreg totally feels sick to me. I wanted babies so. Hibari, you are the uke so you had to do the gender bending. Haha. I've reread it a couple of hours ago, and... Hibari is totally OOC. Really depressing.

There was another DDR session at my house today. Qian, Lumbo, Debbie came over... I need to practice harder. I'm better than them first-timers naturally. I OWN the game, really, i bought it. Of course i'll play better. I wanna master the Expert level soon and own PEOPLE. Muahahha. Work hard!

I've finally sent out the acceptance letter for my Nursing degree. Whew. And financial assistance summary is totally making me @_@ zzz i can't believe i missed the dateline. Should be more careful hm. Thankfully they extended the dateline for me ><

-END-

More ramblings

2009-04-22T05:38:07Z

As predicted, my inspiration and drive to write Checkmate is dying. **sigh** this happens to every fic i write. Some day i should write down the plot bunnies i have. At least.

Anyway, this post is supposed to be ramblings. Cos i have complaints and thoughts i can't keep down any longer.

FIRST THING: Work.

My contract is ending this ocming friday, so all the temporary staffs, me and er about 9 others are leaving. No complains there BUT. The manager offered ALL THE BOYS an extension of the contract- stating something about needing only responsible and mature workings. WOW. From what I KNOW, one of the boys work and watch movies at the same time, and is er... NOT that WOW... I don't even think he works faster than i do. THEN, there's this other guy, he SHOPS ONLINE FOR BRANDED HANDBAGS while he 'works' - super inefficiency there. SO. They are more mature and responsible than me. HUM. Talk about sexism and biasness. Z.

SECOND THING: A... CRUSH (?)

there's this frien's frien's frien that i like. Let's call him Handsome. He's cute and funny and well... a crush. It's sort of short-lived though because. well, i am ending work soon, i won't get to eat lunch with that certain group of friends ever again. My frien likes Handsome too, and well, her friend confessed to her before. So to cut things short, I like Handsome. My frien is A. My frien's frien is B. Handsome is B's friend. So. A and I like Handsome. B likes A. So it'll be tough to meet Handsome again, seeing how A and B feel strange around each other after B's confession. Dammit. So no more Handsome for me... Geez this feels like some kinda corny romance drama... *sighs* Farewell, Handsome?

Checkmate Post #2

2009-04-07T12:33:05Z

I've did a LITLLE TINY BIT of writing here and there for Checkmate, and ideas are still running wild. But these ideas are pretty much for LATER in the story (near the end) so i don't know whether to celebrate or cry.

I've wrote a part of chapter one- just want to file it in...

Chapter 1 (Unfinished, Draft 1)

Yemu Village is a small quiet village in the Western Province of the Kingdom of Zeckbeth. Located in the valleys of the infamous Dazht Belt- which is made up of a cluster of rocky and dangerous mountains, Yemu Village is the dream of retirees who wished to spend the rest of their lives in peace and quie-

“HAHA GOTCHA!” A loud shout echoed through the grassy plains. A clang of metal followed, and a series of clashes were not far behind.

“Go aniki!” The only blonde in the group of children causing the ruckus cheered. The youngest and thus the smallest-sized of the lot, Daisuke looked on at the issuing spar with sparkling eyes of admiration- for his aniki, Gun.

“Qirin-ne-chan! You can do it! Kick that idiot’s butt!” Yaho whistled, obviously supporting the opponent.

“GUUUUNNN!!!”

“QIRIN!!!”

All shouts and cheers aside, it is starting to become obvious that the boys are rooting for the male fighter while the girls rooted for Qirin.

“Time!” Gun pointed his weapon, a gun at Qirin while airborne from a blow he received from the girl earlier. A large magic circle appeared before him, and two lines extended from the centre of the circle, spinning around like the hands of a clock.

“Freeze Fire!” A bright blue laser shot quickly from the centre. The target froze in her tracks due to the skill effect and got blown away by the shot.

“You’re so dead.” Qirin snickered, landing on her knees and feet, skidding to a stop a few feet away.

“Oh shit.” Gun cursed when he realized his attack wasn’t strong enough to end the fight. Because of the effect of his skills, his movement will be slowed down fifty-times while his weapon recharged itself. And since, Gun’s speed wasn’t that fast from the start, he found himself rooted to the spot where he landed.

“My win~” Qirin cheered as the blades of her two twin blades appeared through two portals next to Gun, placed at his neck from both the back and the front. Some of the boys in the group- namely Daisuke, groaned in disappointment.

Gun rolled his eyes, “not so fast.”

CLANG!

Qirin lost grip to one of her blades suddenly. The said blade spun to the ground and she barely had time to recover before she was knocked to the ground and found herself staring into the barrel of a gun.

“My win~”Gun smirked. His other hand held down her hand still with the blade, while his knee pressed into her other arm.

Now it was Qirin’s turn to roll her eyes. “Fine. My loss.” The girls groaned as Gun released her and they stood up.

“Lunch is on the girls~!” Max cheered while Daisuke pounced on Gun. “Aniki that was so cool!!!”

“Good job,” Max thumped Gun in the back, “I had no idea you had that kind of speed.”

“Yeah, it really surprised me.” Qirin admitted sheepishly. “I won’t lose to you next time!”

“Gun-san, you have a cut…” A small voice from the back of the group attracted everyone’s attention.

Gun absently touched his left cheek, which has been stinging for awhile now. Ouch. A cut… Ro nudged Nina towards the victor.

“Right, thanks Nina,” Gun grinned as he allowed the honey-coloured hair girl heal his cut.

“You’re welcome,” Nina smiled, “I’m glad all your practice paid off.” Everyone hummed in agreement over the improvement Gun made- not that he was weak from the start. Their sensei had always commented and taunted Gun over his slow speed, and all that extra training paid off… at Qirin’s expense.

“I need to train more.” Qirin declared, scanning the small group for a next opponent.

“Max-nii-chan, I haven’t seen you spar much,” Daisuke piped up with excitement.

Max shrunk away from the group, “w-what? Erm me? N-no…”

NOTES:
After i have written this, and re-read it, i realized that Max didn't have much character *sighs* so i am re-doing this again. This is the first time EVER i wrote a story without starting it with a dialogue, i think it turned out pretty well xD
In this small part i try to introduce the characters one by one, because there's going to be like, TWELVE lead characters, including their trainer dude. So in this short part, there's already SIX characters... *sigh* dam i need to re-do it. Maybe i should try a different setting... Or something.

and...

Last night i didn't have much mood to write, but i was bitten by the ART BUG, and i drew Gun. He's the main character. Dam i just fell in love with my own drawing.

Well then, until next time =)

Plot Bunny #02

2009-03-23T14:25:10Z

Right. So this is plot bunny #02. I'm quite interested in writing the fic. So in this post there's the introduction, then one short page i wrote...

Checkmate

Setting: An alternate universe where magic exists. Clothing similar to gaming styles. All sorts.

Background: Once every hundred years there is an honourable “Chess” game held. The winners of this “game” not only gains fame, statues made of them in the Hall of Fame, each Piece and Player gets 100 million Hinn, enough to last them 2 generations in absolute luxury, and most importantly, ONE wish each. On each team: 1 Player, 8-10 Pieces (max) The purpose of the wish is to use up the magical power trapped inside the Falls.Only those worthy- the winners of the Game, will be granted access to the falls. There're limits to the wish though... Which will be revealed later *evil laugh*

Chess Game Rules:

Aim:

To enter enemy territory and destroy 4 pillars, releasing a seal on the Player. Killing the opponent team’s Player denotes victory.

General guide:

Traps can be set within 2 hours of ceasefire before advancement to enemy territory starts.
Attacks/Spells can be used after the 2 hours are up. At that time, Player will be sealed in a location known to opponent. Opponents can choose to protect Player or advance to destroy the Pillars. Hence it’s a strategic game; not only power/skills apply. Hence the name “Chess.”

WARNINGS: MAY CONTAIN YAOI/SHOUNEN-AI/BOYxBOY. Suggestive themes in the future but that's as far as I go. Rating: Safe, I guess...

Preview:

“Gun!”

A black-eyed boy looked up from game involving his pretty set of glass balls, his gaze falling on the middle-aged man addressing him.

“Otou-san.” He greeted his father.

“Come over here for a minute,” his father smiled his usual smile and beckoned him over.

Who… Who is that stranger next to his father? And… Is it him, or… Does something seem wrong about his father’s smile? It’s seems different from usual…

“Hai, otou-san,” Gun quickly dusted his knees as he got up, running to his father. He stared up at the two towering figures over him, one of the men had the same dark eyes he had, and the other removed his hat, revealing entrancing green eyes.

What… Beautiful eyes… And such a strange colour… It’s the same colour as the large stone around his father’s neck… Gun stared at the stranger in the eyes, captivated.

“Gun, this is my old friend Jade. You’re going to his place and train with him for awhile, alright?” The familiar weight of his father’s large hand settled on his head, and he snapped his attention back to his father.

“EEHHHH?!” Gun’s interest in the strange-coloured eyes disappeared like his polite facade, and the brat in him surfaced. “But I wanna train with otouuuu-saaannnn.”

Koisuer elbowed his son in the head, causing the young boy to cry out in shouts of pain.

“OW OW OW!! OTOU-SAN~!!!”

Jade laughed. “What a fine son you have there.”

“Is that sarcasm, Jade?” Koisuer glared at his best friend.

Jade shrugged, only to turn to face Gun, “your father needs some time to organize some things. It’ll only take two weeks. And… I have another kid called Kit. I think you two will get along well.”

Staring back at Jade’s green eyes- he found himself attracted to it again. What a rare colour… (But then again, he’s only six. How much could he have known and seen in such few years anyway?) Gun peeled his eyes away to glare at his father’s charcoal-black eyes, which seemingly smiled at him. Finally he reluctantly nodded. “Only two weeks.”

Hmm another kid… Sounds better than playing alone anyway.

Koisuer ruffled his son’s hair, with the very same unusual smile from before…

Random Thought and Original Fiction Plot Bunny #1

2009-03-07T14:49:36Z

Complains/Whinings/Skip-This-If-You_Don't-Want-To-Hear-Me-Bitching

Well, to start off, i just received my A Levels results. Not bad... But not good either. My mood/luck have been fluctuating ever since Friday so... *sigh* The appropriate word for what i'm feeling now is SIAN.

My results aint bad- so yea, i was pretty happy with it first. BUT. After seeing the reactions of my family and all ESP my parents, my ~~confidence~~ mood dropped to a new low. WOW. I studied reasonably hard for the exams, controlling my ~~pervert~~ cravings for yaoi well. I do my assignments on time, i attend ~~most of my~~lessons. So... I guess i've probably done 90% of what i could. i've worked hard. give me some credit for that, alright?! my parents won't stop yapping about how i could've done worse if they haven't controlled my access to the internet. well that i could agree, but most of the time i just controlled myself ANYWAY. so, like i said, gimme some credit or FUCK OFF.

THEN, there's this second incident about my new handphone. My own trusty-cute-tiny-five-year-old-ancient phone was supposed to be replaced today. BUT, thanks to dumb fucking bad luck, we wasted TIME and CAR FUEL and my new phone is still waiting for me at the handphone shop. AWESOME.

Type: Original Fiction
Genre: Fantasy, Romance(Maybe)
General Plotline:
A group of teenagers (Age range: 14-20) got struck by lightning at the very same time from different parts of the world. >> Special powers (duh)>> After 2 years, X hears of this phenomenon and sets up an organization and starts to hunt them down.

Now that i truly wrote it down, i realized it's VERY long. Man, the thoughts pass quickly in my head, but too quickly for my fingers to catch up. Darn. I'd better start planning properly before i start going in detail...

First Post 8D

2009-02-27T14:38:35Z

Hi hi! This is a random post on

Today is a really great day so i figured i should post this and rmb this day all my life!!!

Work is alright today- not too much work, not too little.

In the morning i had a great time chatting to my sempais from an doujin scanlation group~ sempais be coordinators... the big boss is too busy i think ._. lol the sempais called me their "cute kouhai."

i ams very happys.

who wouldn't be if someone called you cute? and we joked around being semes and ukes and all. lol i think i am totally the uke type cos well... i cannot make a "cool and awesome seme" lol while one of the sempais can 8D i'm younger anyway so~~~ haha just joking anyway.

After that i got called to work in the Records Room to do filing with two other temp staffs. i like going there alone. it's quiet and i have the time for myself. my fellow temp staffs are pretty scared of that room cos it's... really empty? i like it cos there's shelves and shelves of files like a library!!! 8D anyway i like to go there and filed the WHOLE afternoon away~ and we did it fast i think. the permanent staff expected us to continue on monday but we finished it anyway~ another reason to be happy!

When i knocked off from work i met up with my lao gong ("husband") self-proclaimed but we're really close friends! (actually she's the only one that seems okay with the idea that i like yaoi. one other best friend went ewww...) The group of my close friends gathered and we went to sign up for japanese classes!!! really excited to start learning japanese!!! i love learning new languages!!! i can speak english, chinese and japanese soon. i can also do a little malay and understand chinese dialects (i can only speak my own dialect though) *proud*

after that we had dinner at Burger King XDDDD getting guilty now cos i wanna get slimmer!!! D: and we went shopping at "daisoh" a sorta japanese value shop with cheap stuff. i bought a really cute stamp!!! there's three layers: a rabbit, a raccoon and two deers. SO KAWAII!!! >< i hesitated alot when i buy it- cos it cost $2, that tiny thing D: but in the end, i got it XD *sighs*

and thens i goes homes. yeahXD

good day for me~ *sings* so happy ><